Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Empty, Dull and Monotonous Life.

Nothing much I can say lately but my life is full of the same routines, so monotonous and empty.

Despite this dullness, my mind is full of filthy desires and sexual needs to other man than my BF. I found out recently that my Top friends also has been avoiding sex with his 20 something BF as well. So it's not just me then. I thought an almost 40 years old bottom like me would be in a "menopause" stage right now, but I think that's not the case. I think the problem is about having the same sex with the same person for a long time.

I have notice such a trend with myself with my previous relationship long time ago. After the third year of our life together, sex was not my interest anymore. He has to actually really initiated a move on me and then I gave up and let him fucked me. The thing was the sex with him was really boring. After a while I was not interested to have sex with him anymore and I caught him masturbating all the times while I was in the bed with him. And I just pretended I was sleeping the whole time. I just didn't care for him anymore. And all these happened when I was in my late 20's and he was in his early 40's. So I don't think that the problem I am having now has anything got to do with my age.

I got easily bored with the same cock, the same position and the same really bad kiss from JPK (His initial). And I put up with it for almost 10 years. But nowadays, the same plague is happening to me again. I am not sexually attracted to my BF anymore but I want his company definitely. He tried to seduce me many times but I always avoid the sex and sometimes I already anticipated an excuse to have sex way before we go to bed such as showing some tiredness and headaches. The things is all these are not an excuse anymore, they are actually natural occurrences and I was not faking anything or exaggerating anymore.

So what is becoming of me actually? I keep looking out my window and imagining some hot muscular police officer come knocking on my door to investigate about the neighborhood burglary and end up getting naked fucking me on my living room floor and then just begone with it like nothing happened. And the next day a gorgeous pizza delivery man walked into my door to wait for my payment and end up fucking me instead in return for having short in cash to pay him. And the next day, my usual fantasy of my hot neighbor asking me to help him with some fixing at his house and end up banging my asshole 3 times in his bed while his wife away at work. And then a contractor came to my house with his assistant to discuss about doing a renovation in my kitchen and end up having a threesome in my bed and a double penetration in my asshole. And the fantasy just grown on and on.

So there, isn't that enough fantasies to last me for a month or so?

Should I start with some "extra curricular" activities so that I can have some fun on my own and that way my guilt towards my Bf will force me to have sex with him? It is a very twisted psychotic way at looking things. Do I need to have sex with other people in order to save my own so called marriage? Why am I keep looking at other men and imagine how it would be like having him fucking me? Why am I so obsessed having sex with strangers when I already have one at my own disposal every night?  

I am confused and curious!

Boybum

Monday, May 16, 2011

Pole Dancin' On Your Hot Neighbor's Cock

Imagine this, one Sunday afternoon after you had a good breakfast alone at home, suddenly you got a phone call from your hot neighbor Mike that you have been spying constantly. And he calls you this time to ask for a favor to help him fixing something in his house, so a second hand from you would come in handy. With your pure innocent intention to help, you went there in your shorts and a tank top, knowing that you will be working there and sweating, so a skimpy outfit would be perfect and comfortable.

As soon as you got there, the front door was opened and you called his name upon entering the house. Mike shouted from the study room upstairs asking you to get there and lock the front door behind you. As you walk into the study room, mike was all naked on his lounge chair with his hard thick 9" cock standing in the middle of him and a beer bottle in his hand. With a smirk on his face and a naughty horny desperate look, he asked you to help him with his pole.

Mike: "I was wondering if you would like to sit on my pole and spin on it? I have thinking about your ass all day now."


If you ask my slutty bum about this, I will definitely saying HELL YEAH to him and get right to it. Hahahaha! Enjoy my neighbors naked cocks below. . . . .

I'll sit on your pole and I'll spin on it too. Just like what you ask for Mike.

Eventually, this is what I'll become, pain and joy at the same time.

By,

Dizzybum